Too much
I know I only usually post one blog post per day but this one needs to be said. So lately I've had some issues at work from time to time where I'll find myself berated but will laugh it off and try not to resort to anger like I did in my younger days. Well while on hormones my mood has fluctuated at times, but for the most part it has stayed reasonable. Well today getting a certain message seems to have really driven me off the end and I finally just said "Fuck it." I hate having to help people and then getting berated later. If I'm really going to move through with these changes then I need to cut EVERYTHING that has been holding me back and making my life miserable. These people are some of the ones that have been making it hard for me. While I will miss some of the other people I liked hanging out with while there it just doesn't justify how much I was abused there by the other staff. So I think I am ready to move and finally get my life back on track and